Eleven Days

January 27.2010
in Me Me Me, • Parenting •

This is me on January 16th. The day that would—like others have in the past—change my life forever. It’s been eleven days since a piece of my soul died. Eleven days. And while I’m no longer crying uncontrollably over my loss, the sadness is still there. All you have to do is look into my [...] [...]

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Devastation and Loss

January 17.2010
in mommy me, • Parenting •

I lost the baby Saturday morning. I’m devastated. I’m heartbroken. I’m numb. I hate that this happened to us. I watched my entire loss unfold right before my eyes and I was helpless. There was nothing I could do about it. That sucks so much. So much that I just want to spew expletives across [...] [...]

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